I’m leaving this blog. Plain and simple; my time of 2+ years has simply taken its toll. Thank you all 2,200 of you for being with me, it seriously means a lot, I didn’t even think I was going to get over 100 to tell you truth.
From meeting a lot of great people on here, to a lot of the anon hate I get, to people taking their time to answer or ask me questions, and to people who used to hep me run kingdomkeysora (which will still be active fyi) it just means a lot. (Before you keep reading my ask will be open if you want to say anything before)
Why am I leaving? Well, it’s this blog it needs a real break, I need to go away and maybe it’s a selfish, ignorant reason, maybe it’s not but that’s who I am. I leave this blog open and to tell you the truth, there is no heart to it NO ONE CARES. A simple text post I occasionally leave is always ignored like “how is everyone” “what are you guys playing?”. I look around other blogs and people will ask literally if anyone likes peanut butter and get at least one person to say something.
By no one caring it is really obvious to me, the one who runs the blog, and it affects me and makes me not care. Maybe I need to leave for people to appreciate, or maybe I lost my way and who I was and what my blog is, so I can re-find it.
I never was the best graphic maker or even made themes or anything, I was just there and friends with tons of amazing people on this site. The worst part is my blog turned into me of real life. It shows that I can’t run away from who I really am. This blog showed everything, from myself, to sports, to anime, to games; but what I mean that this blog turned into me is that well I was just known that’s it. In high school, everyone knew who I was but didn’t care. It’s nice to be known but when no one cares, what does it really matter? Just a name/memory floating around.
The more time passed, the less I saw my blog active. I queue a lot of my posts but I was always on just watching likes and reblogs but never getting anyone to know me. I created a YouTube channel, I stream nearly daily and well most just ignored it; the few people who subbed or came to the streams I hope you had a great time and some of you are really cool friends now (though that’s about 1 of you).
I also skyped a few people, I’m always open to skype even if I miss your call or log in like twice a month. The fact you went out of your way to skype and want to be with me was nice, but 3-10/2157 is a very small percentage and well I have friends in real life and two brothers if I didn’t want more friends.
Some of you people are truly beautiful and I hope for the best for all of you, the seldom bunch of you will know where to find me on the internet, and the others if I ignored or didn’t follow you..I’m sorry. I don’t mean to I’m just bad with internet seriously even my friends on the internet I’m awful with it.
I forget, I miss calls, and well sometimes I just need someone up my butt or who will “nag” me in a sense. It’s probably my personality but I don’t want to sometimes, but I just forget and ignore. The days I do try to be engaging, there will be no response thus in turn just increasing the odds of me returning back to just not caring and going through the motions of this “internet life”.
I’m rambling now, but just know I seriously cared about you guys.